Cannibalized Photography

I said this Wednesday “Every single day I tell myself to do one thing. One simple thing. I did it once, during the blizzard, I guess because I knew no one would be outside. That one thing is to go outside. The second thing is to walk past the mail box. I’ve done this one time, a few steps past the mailbox and down the street. It’s been months, and I’ve done it only once. Agoraphobia :/”

It helps in a blizzard. The last time I went out, only other time was during a bigger blizzard. One that left me without power for almost 4 days so my bedroom was in the 30’s anyhow. (although the day i went out was -8 with windchill, ouch).

Anyhow, I’ve walked past my mailbox twice now. My first time ever crossing the street (to the swamp!).

The reason I think I can in the snow is because it blocks out all sound and people aren’t ever outside as the sun is rising in the early morning, certainly not in a blizzard. The only thing you hear is the wind, snowfall, and tree branches cracking and falling with a soft thump onto the fresh snow. It’s very nice, causes no anxiety, dissipates agoraphobia (which I don’t have because of the outdoors, I love the outdoors, it’s because of the humans on the outside).

I have been documenting this tree for years. But I haven’t seen it in quite a while due to agoraphobia. I miss it and love it <3 Quincy, Massachusetts.

I have been documenting this tree for years. But I haven’t seen it in quite a while due to agoraphobia. I miss it and love it <3 Quincy, Massachusetts.

082610 Apocalyptica, Boston Ma

082610 Apocalyptica, Boston Ma

This is my home.

Well, not really. J.P., Massachusetts. 2007.

This is my home.

Well, not really. J.P., Massachusetts. 2007.

Amy and Nikki kick ass. And my neighbors, who don&#8217;t even care about me  doing this 10 ft away from them :D I kept it pretty &#8220;un&#8221;cannibalized, in  the editing. Tell me if I am a horrible human for this. hair and makeup by Nikk Noir.styling by us 3. headpeice made by nikk. spray (painted ladies) applied by nikk. reflector held by nikk.

Amy and Nikki kick ass. And my neighbors, who don’t even care about me doing this 10 ft away from them :D I kept it pretty “un”cannibalized, in the editing. Tell me if I am a horrible human for this.

hair and makeup by Nikk Noir.

styling by us 3. headpeice made by nikk. spray (painted ladies) applied by nikk. reflector held by nikk.

:/

I want a fucking house and a car and or motorcycle (cheap ones). I live just south of Boston. An hour from Providence, RI, an hour from Lowell, MA, about an hour from the border of NH. Come to me. Let me shoot you. Pay me something. We can negotiate. I can also include insane hair and makeup, or beauty shots for your portfolio. Anything. Even nudies. But nothing icky. I need help.

And I can travel anywhere.. train, plane, automobile (heh) but will need compensation for travels, so tell your pals, no one has to be a model, just anyone who wants photos, headshots, engagement.. anything. Please repost. Not only do I (need) money, but also I love photography, and want to travel the world. And couch surfing, or a comforter on your floor is acceptable, of course, unless I have buddies in your city (in which case I will not bother you after a shoot, unless you wanna hang out and drink or watch movies or play scrabble..)

You can paypal me at iamsyrk@hotmail.com . 1 dollar. 1 cent. anything. or any picture i have ever taken… some are here http://public.fotki.com/cannibalized/

anyhow, i can give you a deal. so send me an email if interested. Thanks friends.

Just edited this one.

Model: Elegy Ellem - Stylist and fox head construction: Cara  Crass/Deathglam - Hair: Nikk Noir - MUA: Lauren O’Jea - Photgrapher(me):  Cannibalized

Just edited this one.

Model: Elegy Ellem - Stylist and fox head construction: Cara Crass/Deathglam - Hair: Nikk Noir - MUA: Lauren O’Jea - Photgrapher(me): Cannibalized